Realizing how fast everything is moving,
It's amazing......saddening....
I mean....i just took my last BM paper, after all the stress and fucking hell it's given me,
But i guess it is slightly true that you will miss what's been such a big part of your life...good or bad,
Don't get me wrong,
I would still gladly take a shit on my BM books,
Burn them and throw them in the shitter,
Gladly,
I've taken my last English paper,
The paper that has given me hope in school,
The subject that made sure i didn't feel stupid,
It's been good, apart from fucking step by wicked motherfucking step,
It's been a good ride,
The teachers, the emotional deep as fuck compositions,
Mr.Mahendran,
It always felt good never getting less than an A in a subject,
At least i'm good at something...
High-school is ending,
fucking 5 years of my life,
5 YEARS,
I can't even describe the things i want to do when i leave,
Sure i'm sad but.....it's just.....so exciting,
To get out there and discover new passions...new hobbies,
Who knows what life has to offer for you,
To be free to mature how you want to,
Do what you want and not be restricted by rules or WAKING UP EARLY,
I can do whatever the fuck i want,
I can choose to get fit?
I can choose to just sit my ass down on the sofa eating fucking choki-choki's,
Get fat, and still be proud of it lol.
I mean yeah,
Eventually freedom won't last and we do have to face reality,
But it can treat you so well, you'll just never know,
And that excites me,
Meeting new people, new friends, old friends,
Reminiscing.
I will miss this,
I will look back at this life,
Think about the teachers who have given me their time and effort,
And the ones who are fuck useless,
Laugh about it in my bathroom while taking a shit,
Think about my friends and the brilliant shit we did,
Sure i do regret not being photogenic and having more memories,
But it's all stored in my head,
Where i'll remember it forever and never lose it,
I'll remember the pitch,
The place where i made a name for myself,
If it wasn't for my determination to get good at something for once,
I wouldn't have such amazing friends surrounding me,
The pitch where we've celebrated,
Put our head down in shame,
Put our head down in disappointment,
Then laugh about it all after a game,
It's been such a ride,
I couldn't think being in a better team, with better relationships between us,
Can't ask for more of it,
I've learned so much from my mates,
Such talent and such intelligence.
I think about the things we might be up to after high-school,
Will we stay friends?
I've made that mistake before,
And i really should notice how much i need these lads,
It scares me....the future does,
Scares me in such an exciting way,
It's like that one night before a rugby game, a football game, or an outing with your mates,
It's something you just can't wait for and you find it hard to sleep,
Then it comes and you're just frozen not knowing what the fuck to do,
It's scary for sure,
But exciting,
But scary,
But also exciting brah,
We can say how successful we will be in life,
But the truth is we'll never know,
The sheer eagerness to see what we become is just something that gives me goosebumps straight up my rectum,
Makes my hair stand,
Makes my grin my teeth unable to wait,
So fuck this,
High-school was good, bad, shitty, brilliant, memorable,
But somethings have to get worse before they can get better,
One thing i am certain of.....
The people that i've met in SSB,
the people who i've grown close to,
I am certain,
CERTAIN,
These people are going to go out and mature into reality and just fucking kill it,
Beyond expectations,
These fuckers are some smart people you do not even know,
You just don't know,
The things these people can do,
Fucking mind blasting.
P.S- Still don't know what P.S means, sometimes we all doubt ourselves but one thing we will always know for sure is that shaun is a dog
Peace
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